why life just doesn't go the way we want ar? what can i say anymore? i'd try my very best to hold you but things never turn the to the way i want. i'm upset that we turn up to be like this..and i know, everything is over here. No matter how hard i tried,it just doesn't help. Why is so hard to impress someone haR? i had tried many ways to get through all these shits but just doesn't help. Some ppl says drinks may be can help up..but i can say..it is not! Never knows that how's suffer could be until i tried to get drunk but my mind still fresh..Somehow i thought i might need a shoulder to cry on but i had no idea how to cry though..guess what, i wish i can really be away from ere..

i've talked to my bestfren today, she is upset too..how i wish i could help her but i just don't know how..and what to do..??all i can do is listen to her when she need someone to talk. Why we're so suffering and torturing ourself ar?? Why we're so stupid and keep doing things that will never works out ar??? Does anyone there can help us and tell us what to do ar??