happy independance day

how's ya i spent my independance day??
i went PD together with my coll and her friends.
purposely went there for drink le..hardcore man.
there is 12 carton of beers and just left 1 carton back.
i drink lots da night.more that 15 bottles i guess..
almost get drunk le..
though is the 1st time i joint them for trip..but it's really fun.

my last day of my 1st job

it's really hard to speak out.hard for mi to pass da resignation letter..though i really enjoy to work with my colleuge here but i think i hav to go also.
till 3pm only i send in my resignation letter to da boss.as usual he did gave mi 40min lectured.

Something to my friend...cont'

Dear God,
i pride myself on this beautiful world
having my true friend
thank god for making my dream comes true
thank god for letting my friend understand
thank god for giving us love
Dear God,
i received a thank you card from my friend today
she told mi that she is grow
she told mi that she knows what she doing
she told mi that she understand how much people cares
she told mi that she need some trust from mi
she told mi that she wanted to be a friend who i could proud of
My Dear God,
i'm proud to have such a nice friend
who is understand mi
who is listen to mi
My Dear Friend,
after i read your card
i got impressed
after i read your card
i'm happy but my tears come
after i read your card
i know we still remain the same
and here just to let you know
i will alwis trust on you no matter what
will never give up on you nor our friendship
i believe that our friendship will continue blossom forever
And now,
im here to thank god also
my dear god,
please do bless us forever and eva~

Something from my friend...

Dear God,
i got these from my friend..
"dear, i know you worry,
but i really know what i did,
do know how do take care."
the 1st thing comes to my mind is
'are you sure?'
secondly is
'i hope you can~'
Dear friend,
sure you are suprised
since i didn't talk much this time
sure you are wondering
how come i didn't scold you
i'm supprised
that i thought i will call you,but i didn't
i'm supprised
that i thought i will get anyry,but i'm not
though i'm didn't i'm not
but doesn't mean i don't care
i do cares lot
still the same
but i will tell myself
you really got to thinks of properly
what you have did
you got to be resposible
your attitute hav to be change
or else
you need to hire a PA
keep in track your schedule
hahahaa~~
Well,
i know you do understand what i mean~

foot massage!!

last night i went for my first time..foot massage at ss2.people alwis said that it will pain like hell.but to mi..it's nothing le.why huh??am i something wrong??how come i don't feel any pain? someone said must be im healthy but some said i'm not. who shall i believe ar? really out of my mind..~~

am i hyper active??

went for work at 7am,offwork at 12pm.
after my work went to fetch my best fren from setapak.it's long journey.spent mi around an hour time to reached there. we got an appointment at menara tun razak.

after our appointment is about 4pm.then we rush to ampang for yong tau fu.been long time i wanted to eat le..guess what?the auntie there still can recognised mi and my fren. again we ate alot..after our so call lunch..we went magamall for movie. we watch drink drank drunk.the show really crazy..

our schedule is so pack.right after the show we got to ruch to Summit Songbird to meet up my boss ..really hav a great time there.1st time we hang out together. my boss come together with the wife and so ladyboss come together with the husband. it's quite fun actually in our group, cos ladyboss dunno chinese, she is from jarkata and the boss's wife is from china.ahhaha...weird rite? but no worries..they really can sings.i been drinking alot with my boss..he is fun anyway.

well, after karaoke i met up with my fren and janice at breackast, hartamas. drink again there.till 4am only i got home.


my ladyboss with her husband~


mi and my boss's wife~


the 'three' of us~


lovely couples ya~

Something to my friend...

Dear God,
wondering what is on her mind?..
she seem to be changed a lot
..till i can't understand..
i remember the 1st impression she gave mi
i remember how's we 2 opposite man started our friendship
i remember how's we shared our life our dreams and our happiness
i remember how's we hold each other tight when we're down
i remember how's happy when both of us spent our holiday togeher
i remember how's excited when both of us skipped class together
but life seem changing..it's no more like the past
and now..
we grow..
even we still close to each other but just feeling aparts
i know we still care lot for each other
i know no matter what happen
you will be there for mi
i will be there for her
but why now she just keep everything to herself
i knows she felt pressure when people showing their concerned
i knows she is not happy with her life now
i knows she is just living without her own soul
i knows she is just acting happy but her inner heart is hurted
My Dear God,
can you please give her a hand?
she is a good hearted person
all i wish is she can be herself
knowing that what's she is doing is just ruin her life
knowing that there's lot of peoples do care her lot
knowing that she have to get over things by herself else no one could help
knowing that she is the only person can do that
My Dear Friend,
by telling you that i do care 'bout you as you should know
you are old enough to do the right things before you regret one day later
though i'm not good enough to say these
i know that mi myself is no more better than you
we both are just struggling our life
but i think we must alwis thinks carefully before we go on something
'coz there's people who care us lot
not to upset them
And here,
just wanted you to know that no matter what happen
please do remember i'm alwis here for you
you can come to me whenever you want
i'm sure that you can get through your life
hopefully you can be yourself again
is like how's the the sun shine everyday..

When You Really Love Someone by alicia keys

I'm a woman Lord knows it's hard
I need a real man to give me what I need
Sweet detention, love and tenderness
When it's really unconditional
I'm telling ya
Cause a man just ain't a man if he's man enough

So love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong
Take you higher in a world that you're feeling low
He's giving you his last, as he's thinking of your first
Giveing comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what it's like when you really really love someone
I'm telling ya, I'm telling ya

Cause you're a real man And Lord knows it's hard
Sometimes you just need a woman's touch
Sweet affection, love and support
When it's really unconditional
I'm telling ya, oh
Cause a woman ain't a woman if she's woman enough

So love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong
Take you higher in a world that you're feeling low
She's giving you a best, even when you are at your worst
Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt
That's what it's like when you really really love someone
I'm telling ya, I'm telling ya
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Sometimes you're gonna argue, sometimes you're gonna fight
Sometime it's gonna feel it'll never be right
But something so strong if you hold it on
It don't make sense what to make a good song
Cause a man just ain't a man if he's man enough

So love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong
Love you when you're weak Love you when you're strong
Take you higher in a world that you're feeling low
He's giving you his last, as he's thinking of your first
Giveing comfort when he's thinking that you're hurt
That's what it's like when you really really love someone
I'm telling ya, I'm telling ya
I'm tellying ya that if a woman ain't a woman if she's woman enough
So love you
Love you when you're right Love you when you're wrong
To hold you Love you when you're weak
Love you when you're strong Take you higher and higher
in a world that you're feeling low
She's giving you a best, even when you are at your worst
Giving comfort when she's thinking that you're hurt
That's what it's like when you really really love someone
I'm telling ya, I'm telling ya
Mm, mm, yeah
Mm, mm, yeah
Mm, mm, yeah
Mm, mm, yeah

Soulmates

People are a lot like a box of chocolates. They might look really attractive on the outside but later on you find out they are filled with toffee when you would much rather find something soft and creamy.

yvonne
She is my best best buddy.i love her a lot. She is always there for me when i needed her..But actually we were total opposites man,we were like people from different world, must be god's plan, letting us meet =) I have to thank god as knowing her is one of the greatest gift i've ever had. Luv you...*Hugs*

janice
I was glad that I met her in my Higher Dip class.But we get close just half a year ago. Me and Janice enjoyed life alot althought we both are "Professional of the Living Bumz", we act, we lazy, we sleep and we do lots of things talking about good life and what shall do if we are stuck in boring life.but actually we both didn't sleep much..smiles..ppl alwiz thought dat we work with 7eleven. :P

dissapointed

i sometimes wonder if that's all i'm really here for, just to help keep some sort of perpetuating, phantasmic machine alive and that my life is just a secondary thing. when i'm through helping produce crap for others to consume, i will be allowed to rest while i'm replaced, settle down as i become outmoded, and eventually die to make room for a "newer" model to do what i did. our masters are coorporate entities, a real but ghostly giant that feeds, feeds, feeds and only give back to appease the bleeding hearts that report the good deeds. i am but a cog in the machine of life, and i now have 2 more cogs i have helped in pro-creating....

i work so that others may live.

be fruitful and muliply, to consume, to assimlilate, to produce. one divides into two, two begat four, four begat eight who then begat more. we live to exist, and exist to live. work the fields, count the beans, push the widgets through.

i know i ain't the only one who feels this, since many a song and poem have been written about this. tthis is a sad, sad life and i don't like it. i can't fight it, so maybe i should accept it?

dinner with my bestfren

am so tired after work..thought goin home to take a nap den only go pasar malam or yum cha. lastly, my bestfren asked to hav dinner together..luckily am not driving..haha.

She called to after my work, said dat she is coming but by da time she reached my place is already 7pm. she need to dressup ere..sighs. anyway we went kepong for steamboat.been long time we never had steamboat together le..afta dinner, we went kayu ara to yumcha.though tired but fun with my bestbud.

am a fool??

am i just a fool all these while??been doing such stupid things, thought that all is my fault from the beginning..until i realiazed am just a fool.These foolish games are tearing me apart,and so all the thoughtless words are breaking my heart. i even hate myself more than hating other people. am regret for trying so hard for something really stupid. i had never try to please someone so hard..until am lost of myself~ am a loser now, i lose everything i used to had. even mi myself~~

The Ultimate Beach Party

Recharge Revelation “The Ultimate Beach Party”
20 August, 6pm
Admiral Marina
Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan

This is going to be one mother of a party! Recharge moves down from the highlands to the beach and acts like Johan Gielen, DJ Scot Project, Markus Schulz, Mijk Van Dijk, Vision Impossible and the Bass Agents are the ones slated to take the party to mind-numbing levels.

Arrived Port Dickson around 3.15 pm. After our lunch at KFC we went to Billion Supermarket to grabs some snacks, maybe not to say some is many many..at last we bought lots of stuff, not only foods but some nonsense stuff which people coundn't figure out why we buy at dis time. Imagine all gals in group, what can we buy ar??haha..secret!

Then we reached our apartment about 5pm. Our nite begins, we start to makeup..our makeup time will scare people off..guess how long 9 of us spent for make up?? it's about 5 hours...arghs~ cannot imagine rite??haha..then we take pictures one by one..until 1130pm manage to go to da beach party..

It's really different compared to genting rave.hot,clowded..and sandy..we just spent an hour time at the rave..haha..crazy rite? been spending hours to get ready but just went for an hour..but we all really tired and hungry ..cannot tahan le..sighs~ but we manage to see da fireworks at 12 midnite. and by the time we reached apartment we did see da fireworks again inside our apartment.

after our showered is already 3am. we went to dis mamak store..it's full house ere..we all got frustrated when waiting for our foods. its so slow man. never happen to eat 2 hours at da mamak ever..after eating we did try to get ice..but we failed ..'ice sold out' dat is what we got after 2, 3 stores we went. Really got dissapointed cos we actually brought 1 carton of beers, 2 chivas and vines. but too bad we cannot drink~sad~~

anyhow i guess we did really enjoy our trip to PD. on our way back we went to Belakong for our lunch. eat lots ere..haha~

thanks god

am happy to get such fren which
can be my doctor, providing mi medicine, herbal tea when am in pain or am sick...
being my fridge, providing mi foods and snaks when am hungry...
as my 'TV', alwiz entertain mi maxxxxX while am boring...
dear god, thanks for being so nice to me when i really need someone by my side...

Without me

by nicholas tse
Season changing
Another year goes by too slow
Blurry memories
Must be getting old
Too much pot and heroine
Too much crack and coke
I am waiting- devastating oh

Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all
Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all

Take a pink one
Pick a red one Sir Devil
Give me a reason
To be standing tall
Could you wake me form misery
Don't wanna be alone
Walls are closing I am floating oh

Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all
Anytime at all
Just hear this song
Any days too long
Just turn it on
With or without me holding you at all

p/s: It's getting cold out,how i wish you could hold me again. All I need from you is a little attention.I just want you at my door..come to see me and give me more.I've never quite felt this way ever before but it's just not that easy 'cause we're in love or we're at war??Guess what,i miss you badly whenever you're not near..

Missing Someone

i've got to refresh my mind since i talked to you last night. When seeing you in msn showing all these while with some so calls 'down' status really make me upset. i do wish to call you up but just dare not to do so. All i wish is you could live happily. i'm upset when you told me that you've no more happy in your life. how i wish i could bring you some. but life just doesn't goes the way we want.Well, i couldn't fall asleep last night and my mind couldn't stop thinking of you. I remember how me and you first met in the class and when you started to ring me up. i remember when we would talk on the phone til atleast 3 am , i remeber how you laughed, how you cried, and how you said I love you, i remember how you held me in your arms and we fell asleep, i remember what cologne you wore and how it gave me the chills, i remember it all, every moment i spent with you was one of the best moments of my life, maybe "we" dont mean much to you, maybe i dont mean much to you, or maybe i never did but "we" meant something to me and you meant something to me and you still do, after all we have been through, and after knowing how we ended up i would still go back and do it all again because when you feel this unexplainable way about someone, nothing else seems to matter, i miss you

Missing You
by John Seabrook
My heart aches within from missing you,
My lips long for the feel of kissing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin,
To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace,
Just to look upon your face,
Just one little touch,
From the one I love so much,
If I could gaze upon your smile,
For just a little while,
To know that you miss me too,
As I'm thinking of you,
To hear the sound of you breathe,
Knowing you'll never leave,
To see you walk up to me,
Then embrace you tenderly,
To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling,
And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
I sit here alone in my office tonight,
And pray that somehow this all turns out right,
I've never been one to do more taking than giving,
I'm not well off but I work hard for a living,
I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought,
And in lifetime, who would have thought,
That I have found someone who was just meant for me,
I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain't over till one of us draws the final curtain,
For I've seen an angel and I want you to know,
If it's my choice to make, I'll never let you go,
Don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
To think you may be mine in a matter of time,
And though I cannot touch you and we are now apart,
My Love, you do well, so deep within my heart.

How i Live My Life

i have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.
i laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
i prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
i tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
How Do i Live my Life?

小露寶 - soundtrack

大踏步神情確威武
小子大名露寶
人人皆知道

(白: 小露寶黎啦
小露寶好野)

又賣力 又肯做
身手好似超高
朋友休睇少我係機器製造

樣樣都會做 唔係似膽粗
全世界認真少有
周身鐵鑄做

行俠仗義立志高
不畏強暴
更有驚天本領值得驕傲

「小露寶」

一九七零年代可算是麗的電視卡通史上的輝煌年代, 在這段時間, 麗的電視購得「小露寶」這套在日本也大受歡迎的卡通片。

「小露寶」卡通的劇情其實非常簡單, 大概是描寫一個機械人, 以服務人類為宗旨, 盡心盡力, 任勞任怨地為人類工作, 去爭取成績, 以求成為「Ａ級機械人」。這與當時的日本人普遍工作及處事的態度非常合。「小露寶」具有一百匹馬力, 耗油量十加侖, 可飛天及變車, 不過他卻非常害怕蟑螂。當「小露寶」每做好事滿一百分, 便可獲得紅心標誌一個, 只要儲足十個便可晉升為Ａ級機械人了。而片中的其他角色, 一點也不比「小露寶」遜色, 如他的戀人「小賓女」, 他的老師「鋼鐵老師」, 令他感到非常煩厭的「小吱喳」, 聰明伶俐的「小百利」等, 無一不令小朋友留下深刻的印象。

小露寶的特色, 是以一般兒童最喜歡的機械人為主題, 但卻不是表達他強勁剛猛, 反而以機械人服務人類, 刻苦耐勞, 烏龍撞板, 屢敗屢戰, 不屈不撓及努力奮鬥為宗旨。同時「小露寶」更把小孩子希望家中擁有機械人, 並與他同住的夢想實現了出來而更深的一層意義, 據原作者石森章太郎的解說, 小露寶的宗旨, 其實就像人類一樣, 籍著機械人的鬥來鼓勵別人, 而他與其他機械人之間所發生的事情, 根本就是人類社會的小縮影。所以「小露寶」能獲得空前的成功, 並不是僥倖的。

其他角色的名字包括: 大山家三兄妹(與小露寶同住), 小賓女(由外星來的小女孩), 鋼鐵老師(上圖中央銀色機械人), 小百通(有建造天才), 小百利(聰明又真誠), 小吱喳(要同小露寶打針)

Memorable Quotes from Spider-Man 2 (2004)

Mary Jane Watson: By the way, John has seen my show 5 times. Harry has seen it twice. Aunt May has seen it. My sick mother got out of bed to see it. Even my father, he came backstage to borrow cash. But my best friend who cares so much about me, can't make 8 o'clock curtain. After all these years, he's nothing to me but an empty seat

Memorable Quotes from A Lot Like Love (2005)

Emily Friehl: Honestly, if you're not willing to sound stupid you don't deserve to be in love.

Oliver Martin: I know I'm probably six years to late... but will you give me strike one back?

sick but happy

am sick again..it's suffer to wait off work. but luckly i can msn with friends. i go tea with janice afta work. we really enjoy spending our afta work time in Lianas. i got a good new today. i got hired by Nextel. am goin to start dis new job next month.. hopes everything be fine ..

i used to hang out with my dis primary fren these days..though we in da same primary but actually we don't know each other, until last year we got to known each other from friendster but actually through my best fren's fren. and we met once in night market. he is a very nice person i can say. friendly ofcos. we ever been to singapore together last year. really had good time with him in singapore. and now he is my companion..we used to hang out together and go movie almost every week..we like to catch for the latest shows. he is good to me also..every year i used to get cough like hell. he will boil me tea..smiles..but da tea he brought to me is either too bitter or too sweet..so extream rite???well, im not complaining..don't get me wrong ar~ but anyway, really appreaciate..thx lots frenz~ i do hope i can get recover soon..not to worry ya~

happy weekend

i'd a great weekend... morning went to work but actually nothing to do in da office..just there to online, and chit chatting with my coll.it's fun! i even spend an hours time on da phone with my best friend.

off work sharp at 12pm. yvonne came fetch mi then we go ah Gong bak kut teh. we go kl shopping today. it's been long long time i never been to kl. cannot imagine rite?? last time i almost there everyday!!!sighz~ afta shoping we went Dome yum cha..it's just like what we used to do last time..i love my previous lifestyle!! gonna miss it alwiz~

BBQ at yvonne's place..wah..can u just imagine in dis whether??gonna melt man~ but it's still fun.cos been long time never bbq edi..i drink quite a lot beers..feel drowsy also..then guess where i weent afta dat, i went genting yum cha..ahhaha.. semangat rite???i met yvonne's fren > mary there. we drinks together..

Sunday, how i spend my sunday uh?? went out yumcha but end of drinking beers again!! right in da afternoon..but it's relaxing~ afta my drink i went churh..dis da 1st time i attend dis churh which is located in ss4..potter fellowships churh. not bad da churh..i like the songs they plays there. peoples there are friendly also. dis women came approach mi..she talks to me and wanna go dinner together..ekkek..i just try to escape le..ahhaha..she got my num..wondering when she will call mi up now..??~

my brand new pictures

If Missing Someone

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u when out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u> know that there is actually a feeling> known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.

U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.