Missing Someone

i've got to refresh my mind since i talked to you last night. When seeing you in msn showing all these while with some so calls 'down' status really make me upset. i do wish to call you up but just dare not to do so. All i wish is you could live happily. i'm upset when you told me that you've no more happy in your life. how i wish i could bring you some. but life just doesn't goes the way we want.Well, i couldn't fall asleep last night and my mind couldn't stop thinking of you. I remember how me and you first met in the class and when you started to ring me up. i remember when we would talk on the phone til atleast 3 am , i remeber how you laughed, how you cried, and how you said I love you, i remember how you held me in your arms and we fell asleep, i remember what cologne you wore and how it gave me the chills, i remember it all, every moment i spent with you was one of the best moments of my life, maybe "we" dont mean much to you, maybe i dont mean much to you, or maybe i never did but "we" meant something to me and you meant something to me and you still do, after all we have been through, and after knowing how we ended up i would still go back and do it all again because when you feel this unexplainable way about someone, nothing else seems to matter, i miss you

Missing You
by John Seabrook
My heart aches within from missing you,
My lips long for the feel of kissing you,
Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin,
To look into your eyes and see deep within,
Just one warm embrace,
Just to look upon your face,
Just one little touch,
From the one I love so much,
If I could gaze upon your smile,
For just a little while,
To know that you miss me too,
As I'm thinking of you,
To hear the sound of you breathe,
Knowing you'll never leave,
To see you walk up to me,
Then embrace you tenderly,
To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling,
And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling,
I sit here alone in my office tonight,
And pray that somehow this all turns out right,
I've never been one to do more taking than giving,
I'm not well off but I work hard for a living,
I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought,
And in lifetime, who would have thought,
That I have found someone who was just meant for me,
I can't explain the magic or why this should be,
But there is one thing that I know for certain,
That this just ain't over till one of us draws the final curtain,
For I've seen an angel and I want you to know,
If it's my choice to make, I'll never let you go,
Don't know what life holds, maybe there's no reason or rhyme,
To think you may be mine in a matter of time,
And though I cannot touch you and we are now apart,
My Love, you do well, so deep within my heart.