long day

last night i offwork at 8.30pm and back home and continued my report til 12am.
and today..super long day to me..
took me 2 hours to reached office this morning..simply because of the wat so called "merdeka rehearsal"
3pm meeting with boss..by the time our discussion finished..i looked at the clock it's almost 6pm. i planned to leave sharp 6.30pm actually..it's heavy rain and out there is just like dark city since 5pm..the highways was full of cars. it's looks like toy car..cos seem like not moving at all..wondering how can i get home..meanwhile..managed to get smart tunnel hotline..i called up and asked whether they close the smart tunnel due to the rain..but this guy swear to me it will never close. dunno wat been dragging me until..7.15pm when i looked at the clock again..again i called the smart tunnel, it was closed. shit..which way should i go home..??? well..too early to think of that..my works not end yet..when i almost wanna off my pc at 7.30pm..boss was asking me something again..again..there is amendments on my documentation, been changing the VO script, storyboard, and service briefing..tooks me an hour..and it's 8.30pm now..boss still talking to me on skype..my outlook still receiving email from him..in skype..he asking do him stress me??yes u did..u stress me while am doing or talking to u on A but u wondering how is B and meanwhile u thinking how's going to C..understand that u're full of question mark on ur mind..but can please let me get back to u one by one?? u told me that you has messed up ur mind yesterday..and i replied i do..u then asking do we need rearrange our time management? my answered to u is.."you mess up my time" but u just laugh..and i know how important for you to hav all in overview..but could you please don't double my workloads...understand that you have many concerns on everything..but am just a man with a brain and 2 hands. what you expect me to work as 3 or 4 person??
finally..reached home at 10.30pm..wondering why should i worked like this??but time flies..it's been months here..can i stay with this another 8 months???
am so so tiring with work..no one to talk or i should says i hav no more energy to tells..my days is so dull and nothing can even cheer me up..just like the city out there.."dark city"....sigh~

hand bouquet?

魔羯??

摩羯座终极完美分析
年轻的魔羯都是很单纯的，我想他们也不会知道自己将从天使变成恶魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也许会因为一些很小的事情难过很长时间，所以他们通常在表面表现的酷酷的与事隔离的样子，其实他们只是不希望让别人看到他脆弱的一面，坚强，理智，承受是魔羯的代名词，他们并不是很随便的表达自己所想，他们希望了解身边所有人的性格，并不是因为好奇，好象只是因为一种安全感，为了保护自己魔羯生出了一种特殊能力。
　　魔羯相对任何星座来比能在最段时间看出一个人的性格无论他们在如何隐藏，这点很像天蝎但是他们却看不出对方的心，他们很容易就会了解到他们身边每一个人的优缺点，但是他们通常不会说出来，也不会太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容对方请记得，如果有一只魔羯指出你的缺点那一定是友善的，虽然他们会用一种讽刺的口气来指出．
　　　所有魔羯都拥有２个性格，只是大部分魔羯都不愿意去接受，因为他们希望自己永远的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的坏可以媲美过所有星座，也许他们不相信，但是随着时间的积累魔羯的人在慢慢变坏，其实这也是一种自我保护，他们需要知道了解自己最后的一张王牌，做不做就看对方是否达到让魔羯抱负的地步了，这并不是在表扬，似乎用阴险可以形容，当魔羯讨厌一个人的时候那就是一种绝对，魔羯不会随便讨厌一个人，但是如果哪个人做的太过分，这个人会从魔羯心底彻底抹杀，如果这个人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那么这个人就只能等着灾难的降临。
　　　　魔羯是个比较城府的人，他们不会表面去得罪了，但是他们会计划着让这个人知道他所做的事情将会给自己带来多大的回报，魔羯的报复手段极其残忍，他会加倍的还给你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的灾难那么你去想想你在什么时候得罪了魔羯）魔羯并不会随便的去加害一个人，因为魔羯也讨厌自己的坏，他们是天才的杀手，一切的一切从很早以前就做好计划，而且这些计划在没有事件出现前他们就在考虑如何完美并无破绽的进行报复计划，也许这些和他的悲观有些联系，魔羯的人很了解世界，但他们固执的相信美好尽管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都讨厌坏坏的自己，当然想抛弃自己是不可能的。

　　朋友（最喜欢装傻的星座）

魔羯的人都很没有安全感，他们喜欢在任何人面前装傻，这可不是一般的装傻能力，魔羯人聪明就在于这点，他们认为只有傻子在会不牵扯到任何伤害，与其做一个聪明的人不如当一个傻子平凡而又随意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永远不会让对方知道自己会有智慧，而无论安全与不安全魔羯对朋友都很真，他们很珍惜些朋友。

他们最希望获得朋友的信任，如果从一个朋友那里得不到信任，他不会再与这个朋友交往下去．和魔羯接触过的人都会认为他们脾气很好，好的似乎发傻，其实他们并不是脾气好，只是他们很会装，因为他们了解身边的朋友的所有性格，所以他们在包容对方，就算你做了什么过分的事，他们也早就想考虑好如果对方为什么会这样做，最明显一点，你们可以去看看身边魔羯的朋友，无论你怎么做那些魔羯都不会很惊讶的，其实他们已经知道你为什么会这样了．魔羯的交友观也很随便，他们可能会和贵族很好，也可能会和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心灵的交往，很少有魔羯会有势力眼，除非你这个人品太差了。

　　感情（超级白痴）

魔羯的人傻的可以，他们并不了解爱情，但是他们只知道爱的感觉，对于他们任何感情的表达都是一种感觉，他们很认真的感受每一个感觉，大部分感觉都可以一个人去感觉，最失败的爱却要两个人，傻傻的魔羯一开始会认为，爱你是我自己的事情和你没关系，可是到后来越来越感觉不是滋味，于是开始对对方表白，表白成功后却不知道如何走下一步，也许是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能会拿任何事情开玩笑，但是在爱情方面只要他说出'我爱你'或者话题谈到将来结婚，那么他绝对不是在开玩笑，魔羯很物质，但是这点和金牛处女不一样，他们的物质表现在爱上，他们认为给所爱的人带来无限的物质的就是最大的幸福，因为他们很自卑，唯一能用自己努力获得来的就只有物质了。
　　当自己努力的去让自己所爱的人幸福的时候，自己所爱的人却因为其他的其他离开了他，而到最后自己却不明白自己到底做错了什么，真是可怜的家伙们．

　　追求:

魔羯的追求是认真的，只要对方不让魔羯认为完全没有机会，魔羯就会像疯子一样的追求着，他们其实对自己非常没有信心，唯一的动力只是相信自己在爱着，为了对的起自己的感情，为了认真的去爱一回．

　被追求:　

魔羯对于不喜欢的人不会给予任何机会，魔羯的人很善良，而且他们知道长痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉强接受了你，那也是出于一种同情心，但是交往没几天他们就开始内疚，他们认为怜悯的爱对追求者来说是一种伤害，他们会尽量的躲避并且对追求者很冷淡追求者尽量的让追求者开始讨厌她／他．如果追求者不理解的话，放心最长不超过一年，魔羯会很理智的告诉你别在联系了，她／他会消失的无影无纵．
　　
　　拒绝:　如果魔羯真的爱了就不会去拒绝你，永远不会．
　　
被拒绝:　魔羯比任何一个星座对感情都很认真，恢复伤痕的时间也很长，他们会选择消失，这样对你对他都有好处，因为他怕多看你一眼而又再次无法自拔　他怕再多看你一眼　心如刀割

Garbage's house

super bad day!!!!
my house got broke in during my dinner time.
just 2 hours, my house is like...hmm...what should i says.."tanah runtuh"??
yeah!!!exactly!!!
lost all my watches and accesories..my fav odm, dkny, tag, cartier, folli follie, titus, rings, tiffany co. bracelet, and etc. additional my laptop and 2 handphones.
papa lagi charm...lost all his fav valuable watches. haihs..i knew he is so sad on that..
we almost total lost in our house this time..haihs..sob sob~~

Thx Trix...!!!

cute??? got this from trix finally becos i kept nagging her to get me this..i guess she is waiting dis blog..hahaha.trixx..how is it? cute? why dis ar? i think u should have the red one as well..cos dat one just look alike as u..nah...dun scold bad word ar..~~

2008 Summer Olympics

同一个世界同一个梦想 (One World, One Dream)
The "Dancing Beijing" emblem, depicting a Chinese seal inscribed with the character "Jīng" (京, from the name of the host city) in the form of a dancing figure.

Host city : Beijing, China
Nations participating: 205 NOCs (See below)
Athletes participating: 10,500 (approx.)[1]
Events : 302 in 28 sports
Opening ceremony: August 8
Closing ceremony : August 24
Officially opened by President Hu Jintao
Athlete's Oath : TBA
Judge's Oath : TBA
Olympic Torch: TBA
Stadium : Beijing National Stadium

林峰-爱不够

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你开心就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到後 或会走
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
遥远是宇宙 静静在背後 去看守就够
这种感觉太亲厚 讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动 挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有 不须真正拥有
成全 多舍不得仍然 是放手
放手 放开所有 彼此更自由
放手 其实我绝非爱得不够
放手 豁出所有 还有这个好友
已经 已经足够
放手 我的牵挂 找不到尽头
放手 期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许 爱很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可拥有

Melancholy Choleric??

Trix sent me this http://www.oneishy.com/personality/personality_test.php

My personality is Melancholy Choleric??

Melancholy Strength:8 Weakness:8 40%
The Introvert | The Thinker | The Pessimist

The Melancholy's Emotions

• Deep and thoughtfully
• Analytical
• Serious and purposeful
• Genius prone
• Talented and creative
• Artistic or musical
• Philosophical and poetic
• appreciative of beauty
• Sensitive to others
• Self-sacrificing
• Conscientious
• Idealistic

The Melancholy As A Parent

• Sets high standards
• Wants everything done right
• Keeps home in good order
• Picks up after children
• Sacrifices own will for others
• Encourages scholarship and talent

The Melancholy At Work

• Schedule oriented
• Perfectionist, high standards
• Detail conscious
• Persistent and thorough
• Orderly and organized
• Neat and tidy
• Economical
• Sees the problems
• Finds creative solutions
• Needs to finish what he starts
• Likes charts, graphs, figures, lists

The Melancholy As a Friend

• Makes friends cautiously
• Content to stay in background
• Avoids causing attention
• Faithful and devoted
• Will listen to complaints
• Can solve other's problems
• Deep concern for other people
• Moved to tears with compassion
• Seeks ideal mate

Choleric Strength:6 Weakness:3 23%
The Extrovert | The Doer | The Optimist

The Choleric's Emotions

• Born leader
• Dynamic and active
• Compulsive need for change
• Must correct wrongs
• Strong-willed and decisive
• Unemotional
• Not easily discouraged
• Independent and self sufficient
• Exudes confidence
• Can run anything

The Choleric As A Parent

• Exerts sound leadership
• Establishes Goals
• Motivates family to action
• Knows the right answer
• Organizes household

The Choleric At Work

• Goal oriented
• Sees the whole picture
• Organizes well
• Seeks practical solutions
• Moves quickly to action
• Delegates work
• Insists on production
• Makes the goal
• Stimulates activity
• Thrives on opposition

The Choleric As a Friend

• Has little need for friends
• Will work for group activity
• Will lead and organize
• Is usually right
• Excels in emergencies

haha...after i read the definition i think i am..

Stress~~

Since when the last time i craving for exercise??
am so tired and really need something to release..
i recalled the days i went swimming with joey in shabas many years ago.
i missed those day..cos whenever feel like going to swim then we can go..
i still remember the nasi lemak opposite the shabas there..i used to like it alot..
the game room in shabas which i can plays street fighter and joey played puzzle bubbles..
schooling time is alwis the best time i ever had..
i hate work..everyday need to please ppl..
no matter how and no matter what still have to do so..
and now..no one can swim with me..it's sad..
end up i went badminton yesterday..
but still it's didnt really release my anger and my stress..
is this call life?

Sony Ericsson C905

BBQ gathering cum Small boy b'day bash