Happy Tree

Merry Christmas!

Happy Sunday

Puchong Yong Tau fu

Super FULL lunch i had. am SCARED of eating dis Yong Tau Fu d. Wenping was sot plak. He double up what i chosen.. meaning every dished we had x4 pieces. Da most scary part is all da meat is like no cost for the owner.. i felt myself going to be fish-paste.

Mi @ Arrio's
Almost forget this place. i used to hang out here very often last time when i was in high school and college time. Watching MTV, having my favorite ice latte with the biscotti. The latte in Arrio's is the best. I can still remember the taste and how nice it smell. Too bad.. i can't take it anymore due to my insomnia.. Orange + Peach Smoothies i had today!

Christmas Pressiessss

Christmas shopping day! yeah.. been spending whole afternoon to shops all this. luckily able to get all at once. I did asked for the wrapping service. Guess what the worker tell me.. " If you can come back to collect tonight, we are please to do the wrapping"
WTF.. now is only 1.30pm. She wanted me come back tonight. I can do it by 15 minutes...!!!
End up i have to do it myself in Arrio's!
just 15 minutes exactly... i finished all...
Wenping said i can become WRAPPERS person if am jobless one day.

My new hair cut!

Great day i had with papa mama

Alexis @ Gardens

Decanter @ Section 17

Love in the air

LRT day. I just took lrt to work today. Before dad send me to station, mum was there nagging me... she wondering why i take lrt.. kepts asking me be careful of strangers, do not wear heels.. good to wear shoes.. or flat. haha.. i felt the love... :P

Bruno Mars.. Grenade

Thanks for the dedication from Andrew K...and YES i just LOVE it! ... :)

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss, Had your eyes wide open -
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked, Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah) Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby ; But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had

Dinner after shopping

Checker's Night

Wow...No CHECKS gonna be eliminated? haha.. end up we all in "CHECKED"
New friends of mi.. Pat and Jen.. they are really really FUN.
Pat's non-stop laughing for nothing...
Jen's slow in every game.. but not in Dise's game..
We plays a new game ..it is super funny and excited...
Think should plays with R5 one day... will be fun i can imagine that now..

every TUESDAY?? YeaHH... next week will be POLO tee + miniskirt...

CLUB?

Clubbing twice in a row of the week. Exhausted really..

Finally went to this @live.. the most happening place in town recently i think.. it was sooo crowded.
nothing special i think the only different is there is live bands there. but i DON'T LIKE IT..
i was sitting outside playing with my phone for almost an hour continues chatting with my ex schoolmate i met over there.. haha.. all i can says on this place is NICE CHATTING place (outside da club)!

Weekend Oprah's night. i drinks a lot before Oprah... i went dinner with May and Mandy..my seniors in high school.. they brought me to this Japanese restaurant @ old klang road. Good chatting session with them and we ordered a bottle of SAKE.. ya.. 750ml but only me and May drinking it.. haha...at first still thinking we not going to finish it may need to keep it.. but whose knows we ended up another 330ml in addition. After dinner May joined me to Oprah.. haha... this is the first time we clubs together.. Cass got drunk at 1pm.. not sure why..but she just sleeping in the club.. Oh ya.. not to forget, i met James .. he text me and wanted to comes.. well.. finally see him but without much talking.. not sure what he want..

Shopping spree

EAT SHOP DRINK in town with parents..
Yeah... my parents.. haha.. they looks so enjoyed..
Never judge old people ok? Coz they can walked from morning til nights!!!!
Mum was so excited with her new HTC..keeps asking me to take pic using her HTC infront of Pavillion Christmas deco.. cuteZ!

Snacks of the Night

Cass got all this from one of her customer.. but end up all in our stomach...
nice cherries...luv it so much! Thanks for sharing ya!!! PLEASE SHARE ME LCD next round!

Recently,..

Has been really long time never blog..Why? what have been up to me lately?
.. hmm.. oh yeah.. I've been seeing different peoples lately..Just realize i actually had a lot of long lost friends which i never keep in touch for years.Nice seeing them again.. and of course nice meeting new friends from them as well."Club" this word never exist in my mind years.. but guess what.. am in the club 2 weeks in a row.
Went to Rootz and @live finally.. think am getting old.. am not really into club any more..Friend of mine invited me to Phuture tonight.. first come into my mind was.." What?? AGAIN??"am i capable still? been sick like hell.. 2 weeks already.. my voice is not even getting better still..

What am i doing these days? Oh no.. am flirting with guys. Been years i never do that.. almost forgot how to .. but well.. think i can still manage that. :) My GYM.. i almost forgot it.. am so pack with my outing and my sick.. Even TWITTER and WEIBO.. i am too tired to updates the news there. My MOBILE.. oh yeah..i've just jailed break it... still exploring.. but i prefer the un-jail version more. :) My WHATSAPP.. after i deleted ONE number from the other day.. it become my daily supplement...definitely there is other i can still talks to.. My MSN..don't really thought of signing-in after i had my FIRST BLOCKED in list.. My WEEKEND now?.. finally am completed.. ...:)

Drip Drop rain + rambling mind

Is it a season? should be and must be.. I'm currently listening this song and deeply affected by the lyrics.. This song is a song of hope. it was written during the Vietnam war by Pinks dad, James Moore.

I Have Seen The Rain

I have felt the pain
I don't know where I'll be tomorrow
I don't know where I'm going

I don't even know
Where I've been
But I know
I'd like to see them again

Spend my days just searching
Spend my nights in dreams
Stop looking over my shoulder baby
I stopped wondering what it means

Drop out, burn out, sold your home
Oh, they said I should've been more
Probably so if I hadn't been
In that crazy damn Vietnam war

I have seen the rain
I've survived the pain
Oh, I've been home 30 years or so
And I'm just stepping off of the plane

Spend my days just searching
Spend my nights in dreams
Stop looking over my shoulder baby
I stopped wondering what it means

Drop out, burn out, sold your home
Oh, they said I should've been more
Probably so if I hadn't been
In that crazy damn Vietnam war

We have seen the rain together
We survived the pain forever
Oh, it's good to be home again
It's good to be with my friends

Oh, it's good to be home again
It's good to feel that rain

Sunshines after rain..missed the rainbow

“@TheLoveStories: Giving up doesn’t mean you’re weak. Instead, it proves that you’re strong to let go of things that are important to you. #TLS” Am in FRAGILE mode now! I nid more strength please....

Quote of my day

Decision is the hardest moves to make, especially when its between where you SHOULD be, and where you WANT to be.

Finally, i DELETED all!!!

Pillow talk between a girl and a boy II

Again?
Yes but different people. :)

Happened after the girl finished talking to a scumbag in a very emotional mood

G: Just think that am upset.
B: Why so upset? What happened?
G: Finally woke up from my fantasy world and knowing things are so damn disgusting.
B: Relaxed. It's not too late. At least now u agree with that. All hope is not lost.
G: Yea. Am lost. Losing myself. No tears but unexplainable feeling I had.
B: Just tell me what is it?
G: Remember I told you years ago?
B: Yes. That was 3 years ago.
G: Good memories you had.
B: So, that is only one thing, how about others?

Girl told everything to the boy..

B: Where he came from? Why there is people like him? Stop giving reason for the cheater! Yea. Is cheater...what maybe ... or... don't mean it..yaya..just put it this way, he is not that bad he is just taking the opportunity to take advantage.. don't you think is funny??
G: (remain silent.....)
B: Why you changed? Why am not??
G: Oh yeah.. you still you..still the one I known when i was 15.. but am no longer me! i had lost myself since 10 years ago..
B: Be yourself!!! Do whatever you like.. Remind yourself.. you may believe but must be preservation and you can respect but also respect people but self-respect is much important.. I know am talking too much...
G: What time you working tomorrow? (trying to change topic actually..haha..the boy is super long gas..)
B: Evening..you working? Why not take a day off? it's 4am now.. must be very tired. You think able to sleep?
G: Of course, no matter how hard it is will need to go through still. My practice is work is work.. emotional never interfere my daily task.
B: Why need to pretend yourself?
G: Well, it's me!
B: Okies..just try..if can't just don't force yourself..we are getting old..
G: Yea.. i can still remember last time we used to talk when sun set till the sun rise.
B: YAYA..i know i talked a lot ..but is good..don't you think so?
G: Yes.. Thanks dear..glad that i have you..

* contents omitted. Parts of the conversations may have been changed.

Scumbag...

My best fren told mi she dated a scumbag today and finally i agreed i did met one in my life too..
It was 1.38am, my sms alerted me. The most disgusted sms i ever read. Follows by a called then.
Scumbag can't wait to explained why the sms have been sent.. is because of his dearly friend playing with the phone. My concern is ..the contents! !!

Simply SNACK?

wow...accidentally bump into a hk fashion blogger today... and found this super cool snack!..
SLIM CHIP?? Yeahhh... designed by Hafsteinn Juliusson, made by paper that can be eat..with 3 different flavor..ready to eat PAPER?? hahah...

recently i was addicted to bubbles milk tea.. i think is because when i was in Singapore last month and my cuzzy highly recommend me the KOI bubbles tea.. it was super long Q.. I remember i had this KOI once when i travel to HK in July. Teressa and Cass was there Q'ing...and i was smoking along the walking way.. ( no choice! have to smoke near the recycle bin!! our ashtray..) How come I remembered?? because there is an incident which is there is a glass broken in level 2 opposite me.. i saw a man rushing down and spoke to the police.. asking police for evacuation...

男生女生配

A小姐爱上B先生的不羁
她知道B先生是不会和她结婚的
但她依然爱他
时间久了 家人给的压力 朋友给的压力
脸上皱纹细纹给的压力 身体老化给的压力

渐渐的 才发现 自己爱上的他
并不是能陪她过一辈子的他

我告诉你 爱情并不是单方面的
并不是说你想要和她在一起
就和她在一起
她的想法呢？ 她还爱你吗？她还是之前的她吗？
你说你要时间证明 证明你可以带给她更多的快乐
不多 就一个月好了
但 她却狠心拒绝 你怪她 为什么那么绝
其实女生一旦狠下心肠 有时候比男生还恐怖

一个月的时间 真得可以改变什么吗？
其实 真的有差吗？

一个男人希望用一个月来证明自己可以为这女生带来快乐
就等于女生当初认为自己可以接受一个不结婚的男人一样愚蠢

The feeling of contradicting come across my mind after reading this article from one of the blog. Well, it's fact ..

A hobby a day keeps the doldrums away..

Friend of mine asking what is my interest?
Interest?? hobby??
My mind was blank when this question came up.
Then continue keep myself recalling what is my self interest...
3 minutes of silence.. friend continues..giving example like
...things that i will do when am free when am alone
Yes! finally that's an answer pops up.
EAT! i love food. love eating enjoy eating..but not alone
friend then said " summore??"
another minutes of silence...
things that i loves cross over my mind..
i like painting..! and yes i like painting..drawing..
i love theatrical show
My mind keep flashing Cats The Musical (2002) and Riverdance (2003).
Besides of this i went Frankenstein in Love (2006) ..etc..
oh ya..my first date with one of my ex was at the Orchestra show.
after the conversation with my friend and now i understand..
Although my day was fully utilized but most is all to do with work.
There are aspects of work that are enjoyable, that i could call a hobby.

Sexy or Sassy pumpkin Witch with Dracula's teeth?

Trix and I went 1u to shop for our halloween costume.
Devil? Witch? Devil? Witch?
Initially we are Devil TWINS wannabe.

Checklist for devil twins:

• red horns headband
• evil pitchfork
• witch hat
• vampire cape
• vampire teeth
• Halloween lantern
• pumpkin candy's basket

In conclusion, what we going to be ar?? haha...
Sexy or Sassy pumpkin Witch with Dracula's teeth?

Something Colorful and Cheerful

Great nail colors i had. Thanks Cass!
Since Cass moved back to PJ we get to meet up often.
Additional activities cheers me up..
can go pasar malam
eating supper
having my fav Taiwan beers with sourplum..

Emo'ing

Why this song??? WHY WHY

Adele - Make you feel my love

When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are throwing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love
to make you feel my love

Mirror of life

"When you are in doubt, don’t simplify matters – just be certain of it. When you are living in misery, balance it with mystery?" quoted by Andrew K

Not sure am just unable to concentrate in work after lunch and especially a cloudy Friday afternoon.

Yesterday was mama birthday, as usual we will go to dinner together and this time I suggested to go Klang for seafood. Since is a weekday birthday celebration so we can only able to leave house about 8.40pm while everyone is back home. Klang - far far away to us.. we driving 2 car with a brief idea where the restaurant located and go.. took us almost 30 mins to look for the restaurant and when every of us thinking of giving up........finally we got it. Yeah, we got the restaurant we looking for. Well, nothing special to us although my friend said it was nice. Maybe is not our preference of foods. We finished it quickly and wanted to leave the place so much.. mama was complaining why come this such restaurant and keep telling she has no interest on exploring new foods..yeah..I fully understand how frustrated she is. It is not a first time but many times ..on her birthday we always quarrel. The atmosphere is really bad. In our mind, I believe every of us rather go McDonald.11pm, we back to pj.. brought mama to have her favorite grilled fish then I tapau McDonald.

Insomnia? No? The feeling of incomplete came across my mind again. I felt I had came into a crossroad without knowing what should I do. In the past I always gain whatever I want but know I don't know what am living for? Trying to complete my life with joining gym, hanging out with my girl friends, spending time with family, concentrate in work...always think that am already living in a balance.

"...living your own life thinking that special someone will always accompany you through life’s thick and thin, it would be best not to expect that. Hope is always very fragile and in many sense filled with cowardice." quoted Andrew K

Thinking of wise, shouldn't I just walk away or just ignored things that been bothering me years? Is that just as easy as we said? Not for sure. Memories are like a reflection of the mirror of mine...

只为爱上你...Lovely song!!

如果说这世界不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好（爱上你~）
就像爱看起来会那么少
一定是在等我们(爱上你~)一起勇敢寻找
一起找到

一片片落叶为开出个花园
手牵手挨过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞为了翩翩起舞
先做一个茧

最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是比天边还遥远
勇气怎么出现

当你终于走到我的面前
完成所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦

只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
让你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容一天一天
到永远那一天

如果说这世界不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好（爱上你~）
就像爱看起来会那么少

My little Restaurant

This game had drives me crazy man. I've been spending my nights playing on it. haha..

carl's jr dinner

Goshss... why the portion is so big ar?? this is the 2nd time i had carl's jr burger. Kel said long time never eat and feel like eating so we end up there. I can't even finished my burger but Kel finished his whole set plus my fries as well..hahaha.. u had 1852 cals for your dinner..so scary le..

My Iphone 4

Just realized i had very long time never update my blog. Oh yeah, because of my new toy. Surprisingly I will get myself an Iphone 4. People around was asking " you sure you know how to use it?" haha..good question.. am just a normal phone user. But I really think I need some changes. Atleast get away from my E66 although i still love it very much. But it make me sick always.

To me, mobile phone is for calling and text messaging. The 1st apps I downloaded to my phone is WhatsApp. paid usd 0.99 but it worth so much.... Just 10 days from now. i had send 209 smses in WhatsApp. Imagine if this is the paid smses...my bills will kill me. Well, disadvantages.. NO MORE SMS while driving, wasting money on it skin ( you may called is bumper or casing).

There is too much fun on the games, i luv angry birds and 0.03s. Ann and I was playing this 2 games is dRich until late night. both us shouting to each other to level up..I guess we are having iphone sick now. haha..

Inevitable feeling

"Being human, it is inevitable that most of us face the cruelty of love. You either fall into the category of no longer wanting to be with that someone, or that someone no longer want to be with you. Just like a sea breeze that can sail a ship, the little devil feeling that is developed can multiple into a wave of disappointment, depression, complaints and without you knowing, soon there will be pointing fingers, hurt, drunken, sober and the cycle continues.

So, what do we really want? Is it true that it is better to be loved than love? Is it true that love should just flow like a running tap water until someone closes it? Does love deserve the sacrifice, the gutting of self emotional, the fasting of soul and expressions ... just to at the end, subject love to scrutiny of society, personal judgments, eruption of tears? At the end, abjection of the death of being together ..." by AndrewK

Does anyone ever happen that a disturbing feeling comes across after losing someone important to him/her? How much time to get through this?

If I let you go

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can´t get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can´t find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I´ve never felt so much love before
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Night after night
I hear myself sayin´
Why can´t this feeling just fade away?
There´s no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
It´s such a shame we´re worlds apart ...
I´m too shuy to ask ...
I´m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I´m thinking aboutTaking the easy way out ...

Once again I´m thinking about ....
Taking the easy way out ....

190910

190910
A special couple forever in marriage in love
A special friend birthday
Graceful celebration
Simple but glamor ceremony
Silent but funny cake blowing night
A day to remember

Exploded Stomach

Oh yeah.. my stomach gonna explode. I have ate too much i guess. haha.. bro said calories that i ate will took me 6 days to burn. If I continue my eating habits how I going to lose my weight? So many questions he threw to me in sudden when am eating.

Eat, Pray, Love

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."

Incomplete

I don't how to explain how I felt. But the feeling is suck now. Guess am missing something. Is it because I skipped my lunch today and had only ONE meal for today? Oh no.. been how long I never have only one meal one day. Is it just that? really not too sure. Am happy watching the Taiwan series Down with Love (就想赖着你). It really make me laughing alone in front of my laptop.

Missing R5 members

I miss R5 from far far away Sarawak so much in sudden.
Suppose watching REPO MEN this evening with ticket bought yesterday. But Ryan can't make it and asked me call other to go with me.
Then i realize almost those who can go movie with me is not in town. I miss Trix so much in sudden.

Completed Day

9.40 am Wake Up
10.10 am Bak Kut Teh with Ann
11.30 am Chocolate Banana Cake in Secret Recipe finally after 3 weeks I craving for. Thx Ann!
1 pm the Two went for so call fortune teller.
1.30pm we bought our dessert home. "Mc donalds coke, nuggets, and Snow Ice"
3.30pm STEP UP 3 in Signatures Garden with Ryan
5.30pm shopping..looking for my heels and wedding pressie for his sis.
6 pm oh no..we can't walk anymore.. chilling at Delicious. (bad services they had)
8.30 pm continue shopping!!! finally we got pair of watches.
9 pm dinner time.. at JADE POT steamboat again?? yes..haha..
11 pm Justin called up for tea session. no choice have to meet as he all the way came to hartamas.
12 pm reach home..
2 am am out??
6 am early breakfast?? oh no..i really can't eat at this time. only orange juice for me..
7 am bed time.. good nite!

Love the way you lie

Just gonna stand there And watch me burn
But that's alright Because I like The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there And hear me cry
But that's alright Because I love The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

This is what love is after all?

Something spice up my life!

Been long time never went for weekday late night show. Wonder how am so energetic able to go movie after gym session. City Under Seige i have no idea how if people ask me is a good movie or not. It's farnee when you see alien in Cantonese show.

Something to spice up your ramadan??

It's about shape, not size!

Bad August!

Annoyed by peoples
Car got broke in
Lost my fav RayBan
Mobile dead in sudden without notification
Oh no..still another 12 days to end this Aug
Dear God, safe me please!

Supper night

Ann off work at 12am asking for supper. initial plan was steamboat.. but y all closed? she used to said the kelana steamboat til late nite. but when we reached at 1am it was closed. we then went to uptown as i remember there is another one.. too bad..we was late..they packing..haha.. No more steamboat for us.. we then all the way go back to Megah Ming Tien. i always thought they operates 24hrs but actually just til 2am. i think all the hawker owner was sleepy...when we make our order the auntie looks so fierce..am sure they wonder why dis 2 girls eating out such late night. tomyam looks nice? but super spicy..we prefer har mee better. haha..
2am-visit the dvd shop at ss2 as usual. i finally bought my Celine Dion vs Mariah Carey album i wish to have.

New Challenge??

Yeap. Just got to know am going to handle HK market as well. stress wei..am too comfort on my current workload..am lazy to change and of course am afraid to the NEW one as everything gonna starts with ZERO.

I spoke to YOU again and i thought you could make me feel better and Yes you did at first.
Asking you cheers me and try make me happy .. you said how if you come see me if i need to travel? irony man.. i can't even get to see you when am here but there? is that a joke?

and YOU what you want from me? we are not friend anymore i think after the last time we spoke to each other. but why? why you talking to me again? why you asking me for company middle of night just because you're upset?? too much really..

Unconscious

you told ..if uncomfortable just don't go..
you told ..if anything just call you..
you said ..you will be there for me..
and you said ..you are here!

The OLD and NEW one

the OLD one..
watched hundred of movies
read my favorite novels
studies and works on reports
gave me clear vision driving at night
covered my tired face at night when am not wearing my makeup
but i lost it
i lost it without knowing
not knowing where and when
i told her maybe it was too light to feel it drops
we go back to the same place to look for it again and again
but we failed

the NEW one..
I've got two
thick and thin frame i had
the Thick one
watch movies and drama
continue my favorite novels
being one of my casual out fit accessories
Ann's named it cartoon frame
the Thin one
look alike as my old one
looks steady and stable in person
studies and works on reports in office
Ann said i look more profession
both New one cover my tired face and giving me clear vision for night drive

Summer Holiday

Disappointment? Definitely a YES
Why? The one used to be very closed to you called off the plan in very last minute.
Excuses? Yes. An excuse's excuses.

Well, nothing change the plan..the trip still on..
Enjoyment? Yes. bought my favorite accessories. my 'car' ..Ann said is a TAXI..kaka..
I dislike dessert but i went to the same dessert house 3 days out of 5 days to have my favorite Almond tea. yummmyyyyy~~ i almost wanted to stay there work in the dessert house..the shop owner told me ..staff there get paid hkd 20k /month and a room opposite the shop is cost hkd 3k/month (ofcos it is not nice renovated condo but shop houses). am tempted honestly..

Shopping?? Fantastic.. never think what you want to buy but think how much you ready to spent.. haha.. there is too much to shop!

Listen to the Changes

G: You changed! you are so NOT serious now.
B: hmm..
G: It's ironic..you are upset but you're doubt to tell people what you thinking. What you want? What you expect from me actually? if you going to tell your dad in kinda attitude it's not going to work. no one will shows their concern on you because we just don't think you care!
B: hmm..(speechless) ya i know. i understand. please keep talking i just dunno what to say now.
G: am not judging you. just that i really feel you changed. No longer the simple person i used to know. i dunno how to explain in word but just the feeling.
B: You reminds me that you used to describes growth in A4 white paper with newspapers. i felt am the newspapers now or a blouse that being dyed in colors. am too crowded with words or colors until i have forgot who i used to be and what am doing.
G: Yes.. you are too extreme. you freak me out. do you know every time when you telling me something now i gonna think twice? am not sure when you are serious and not.
B: If you ask me why? i think i will defense myself with i just want to stays happily.. but am not going to says things that defense myself now. You are right. If i able to go back myself..i never stay up so hyper or energetic.
G: hmm..you may try to recall yourself.. let's says in the last 6 months..what you been done? is there any memorable incident still in your mind now?
B: You trying to said meaningless life?
G: haha..not that la.. just do something meaningful. there is no point we stays up everyday in hyper mood but in the end you got nothing. I know we always wanted our day being "completed" in full scheduled because don't feel the waste of time but this make us exhausted and gain nothing at last.
B: I'm glad to have you here talks to me. This is the 3rd time you sharing your thoughts. Many years ago the first time was in car, 2nd was at ss2 mamak and now HERE.
G: Is it? i had forgot.haha.. just be yourself la..don't judge yourself.
B: I will digest everything you told me..and really look into it again. If I still remains this i think you will never speak to me again.
G: Well, It's an inevitable condition..we never know how's things goes until many years later.sometimes getting back to square one isn't that bad idea.
B: Yes..exactly..simple maybe good after all.
G: Try not to stress yourself. you will know what to do naturally.
B: At least i need to thinks how things turn up be like this. maybe i should read my old blog.haha.. u know, i really forgot i do have a blog until you told me..
G: Yea. isn't a bad idea. you will find yourself there and at least..you may know since when things changed. Well..is late..2am now? i gonna charge you consultation fee.
B: haha..alright. discount price please..

* contents omitted. Parts of the conversations may have changed

Memorable quotes in A LOT LIKE LOVE

Graham Martin (a lot like love): Oliver, this is your life. You can't wait for it to just to get you up on your feet.

wow..am so tiring now. I've been spending 2 hours reading a friend's blog. Guess there is too much that i overlooked in the past. Your blog reminds me that we had actually been thru a lot of sweet and tough time. I like the tribute 'ice cream's stick' the ' farnee jelly ice cream' (don't who 'implemented' it.), craving for movie on Monday night but unable to get nice seat, the “sky captain and the world of tomorrow” i still not yet watch anyway.. 3 movies in 4 days..many many good movies we watched together ladder 49, wicker park, the jacket, and my favorite A lot like love.

Your blog are just too good for me..part of my diary i could says.. there is so many activities which i used to have really good memories. i like we always went to movie without plan (we watched almost every movies) or midnight. I remembered how fun we used to be together with Janice and Derrick in PD. We having a Q&A games and she asked you what is her mandarin name..hahahah.. i really enjoyed it.. We used to spent hours chatting in MSN and I always asked you on your MSN bejeweled for me just because i'm too boring working. You drive me work when you having your semester off..2 hours in jam..am really sorry for you! hehe..Yeah, you broke your leg!! walking up to 5th floor still ok for me..no doubts, i did rest and continue my walking! forgive me am just not stamina enough! you know it when you first know me..keke.

My apologize to you. I didn't know you are upset until i read in details today. I felt myself so bad that not caring enough when you are going through your hard time. I can understand how contradicting you used to be when looking at someone that you actually love so much..but you not acting yourself. Well, glad that your happy now at least there is changes between you and him. really happy for ya~



**** still many to go...to be continue~

Parachute ....i just luv it!

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (Down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me....(Love)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Rhyme

Toy Story got Trixie
Eclipse got Alice
We both like to watch movie!

something cheerful!

Dear Dad,
Berlin is wonderful, people are nice and I really like it here, but Dad,
I am bit ashamed to arrive to my college with my Gold Mercedes, when
all my Teachers travel by train.

Your Son
Nasser

Sometime later Nasser gets reply to his e-mail from his Dad:

Loving son,
Twenty Million Dollars transferred to your account, please stop
embarrassing us, go and get yourself a train too.

Your Dad

A minute of Silence

One of my favorite Dj Tiesto dies in tragic car crash? Trixie told me this and both us mourn for a minute. But ..it's fake news!!! shit! we mourn for F***? haha.. well.. we are really upset coz his music teman us thru the party all these years!

Guys, please starts twitt TIESTO now!

Breaking down

Driving alone in the middle of the night, without traffic congestion heading to unknown destination - Kajang looking for my bbf with Jay Chow's song.

Everything goes fine, until I pass through Connaught's toll. "TIT TAT" TIT TAT"... sound from my engine. Gosh.. my car is breaking down. Am I fear? Definitely YES. But Ann is rushing out from hospital. She will meet me very soon. Am on phone checking out what should I do with my mechanic, tow car's ppl, friend distracting from the fear it works perfectly and Ann was here 10 mins.

We both jump into her car fags and chats.. jokes brought the time passed easily.. Wenping is here then..though he can't help on car but he can send me home..at these late hour. Am so sorry to him causing him missed the 1st half of Spain's match.

Again, my car been tow back to the workshop. And is 3 a.m in the morning. Am exhausted after i reached home.

Durian night

“No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you’ll never get through it without your friends.”

we had durian at 12am midnite.
i really enjoyed that.
durian with coconut drinks. yummy~
updates each other piece by piece.
the funniest is we got to discussed something we thought really fun.
haha..

Quote from Carrie

“People go to casinos for the same reason they go on blind dates - hoping to hit the jackpot. But mostly, you just wind up broke or alone in a bar.”

Impressive

Read something really meant to me this morning. It has fully expressed our life or maybe just my life?

PLAY the movie of my life
PAUSE the moment of sweetness
STOP all the sad scene
REWIND the time back to the starting point
RECORD every moment of the historical in your life
FORWARD those unhappy and unwanted black dots in our memories

Player Console by Shuk Wai

EJECT The unnecessary people who causes chaos, stress and emotional entrapment in your life

Pillow Talk between 2 girls

25 June 2010
a: I've been through a lot. Those are my bad experience.
b: Things will be better. Just try to think of your future. what exactly you want?
a: I really have no idea what's going up. It is useful occasionally to look at the past to gain a perspective on the present. At least I know am enjoy my day now rather that being the nature follower.
b: I know you understand whole situation well and no matter who or how you will still follow your heart, to give up on this is just whether you want to or there's a reason to or not. Please don't let your past experience influence you.
a: Hey, it's an inevitable condition la. I am pretty sure that. Just sometimes getting back to square one isn't that bad idea! Allow me being selfish sometime ok. I will be awake that is just a matter of time only. At least am trying to mix with you gals that is normal rather that going back my previous lifestyle.
b: haha..good good. Join us!
a: Shit! it's 3am now! faster go bed.. we going to die of tomorrow!

27 June 2010
a: 2 failures together attends all upcoming special occasion. date for each other.
b: since when we become "failures 2"??
a: haha. if we are not the "failures 2" who else capable for it.
b: well, please don't leave me behind. I am so glad that I have you now.
a: take it easy gal, I will never leave u behind. we must be fren4eva else we will die off one day later.
b: haha..silly gal!


* contents omitted. Parts of the conversations may have been changed.

S.M.A.T

Team-building is an important factor in any environment, its focus is to specialize in bringing out the best in a team to ensure self development, positive communication, leadership skills and the ability to work closely together as a team to problem solve.

First time I joined this and YES! WE MADE IT.
I believe everyone agreed with me.
The only things that let me down was am not capable on these rush hour with packed activities.
I am extremely exhausted! Seriously..
I recalled the last time felt the tiredness with rambling speech and empty mind was 5 years ago when am still actively being a clubbers.
I think I have to admit I AM OLD. haha...
I can't take this extreme activities anymore.

Infectious

Live boldly and without fear, who love and laugh as freely as they are passionate about creating and enjoying infectious just the right words for the TWO

Am infected every time when both us met.
Thanks for being there when am really emo'ng and you never stop yelling at me!
It's an inevitable condition, am surely understand that!
Well, so sorry that saying you're the infectious but both us agreed that is logic mah..
haha..Maybe this is why God create us and wanted us to explore how's beautiful the world is..

Pillow talk between a girl and a boy

G : Just do what ever that you are happy with, no one cares
B : But why? Don't you think it takes two hands to clap
G : Ai ya, who actually cares la
B : I do! I mean ... can die meh if you make the move?
G : Hello, you can die meh if you make the first move?
B : It is always me you know ... I also want to feel how is it like to be chase after
G : Yeah, I also want that... you don't always get what you want do you?
B : I know la ... I just don't get it after so long.
G : You know, you can always look at things in two different perspective. You can make the first move, he can follow through or you can sulk and hope he makes the first move by hinting him. Either way, you get what you want
B : That's not the point. What if he never learn?
G : Boy! It's an inevitable condition la. I am sure everyone knows that. Moreover, does it matter if he learns or not? Sometimes getting back to square one isn't that bad an idea!
B : Square one means no growth le!
G : Or you can have so much growth, you end up old and lonely!
B : I know the crowd is getting younger and cuter by the day ... maybe it is a choice decision?
G : That is why you should have more confident of yourself and just do it ...
B : Do what? Its because of doing it ... its now like all hanging over
G : Which you can look at it in different perspective also. The scenarios are just too wide for what is acceptable and what is not. Take it from me, straights has the same much issues and stress you are going through and why do we have more than you bunch of fags? It is because we move on ...
B : I know I am sulking
G : You just love him la
B : Gosh! Don't say that ... you are my friend!
G : Please le, why are you talking about it then?
B : Just ramblings la
G : A huh, and tell me why you are not talking to me about your other encounters?
B : They are not as important la!
G : Gosh, you are in denial
B : No I am not!
G : Just admit it
B : I did a minutes ago ma ... Now I feel so unwanted and all. Makes me feel worthless you know
G : Worthless with a huge demand.
B : That's not the point
G : You so love him
B : Oi! Be a good friend ... support me abit leh?
G : That is the reason why I am sacrificing my sleep and still here with you till 4 am
B : *ops ... 4 am liao a?

* contents omitted. Parts of the conversations may have changed by the boy..
** my personal comment> it's so dramatic when am trying to recall the whole picture now..

GIANT card

Thanks Jobby! Am so glad that you still keep it! and help me to took the picture!
haha..wow..almost forgot about this!... i miss all color pencil and crayon so much!!!

For SALE?

the Happy Moment 2

Whao......i guess this is just a very good month..the third one who telling me she got proposal..
yeah... congrats ah jeng!!! although am not listening to you..but i can feel your happiness..
i guess you really have the memorable one..since you can story me the whole process so in details..
hahaha..good good.. can't wait to see the clip! haha...

quote from lovely cousin

Jasmine says:
10 years leh not 10 months.. will take an even longer time to heal let alone wake up leh... like i said if you wanna wake up you will just not at this instant.. cos it's not gonna be easy and you didnt be with this guy for 10 years for nothing leh... he has to be darn special for someone to be with him for 10 years so letting your heart give up on this person will be hard its just whether you want to or theres a reason to or not lorr
cousin! i'm shouting out to you nowwwwwww
SHOUT SHOUT!

Touchy

hooray....i have dumpling dis year!!
my bestfren grandmama made me chicken dumpling..
Cass, do not jealous oh...hahaha..

my artwork...

"The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore"

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore

The pieces don't fit here anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

I don't know why

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

The pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

超人不会飞

如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些
哦~~~拯救地球好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我哭过了没
因为超人不能有眼泪