am sick..!!!

cough and cough and cough again...and now getting fever and flu..but still i'm working in da office. wondering how am i going to meet up my client in singapore. am not feeling well now..there is 35min more to offwork..dear God, please let da times fly..sighzz~~

my new haiR color

i've my new hair color..i did 3 colors for my highlight which is green,purple, and red..but at last it just turn out red..green and purple is not dat visible. i'm so disappointed ere...sighs.

after my hair color i went to my bestfren hse.it's already 1am i reach there. i'm not working tomorrow??ofcos not! just i dun feel like ending my day..i bought satay, dessert and also cokes..we chat, drinks and eat together..though i'm tired but i really enjoy it.

i hate my working life. it's really ruin my life. i have no time for my self, and my friends..i just wish dat i could live happy go lucky..but my best fren told mi dat everyone having da same thought. but they have no choice too..that's calls life!!~

am i sick??

i'm so tired today..guess what boss asked mi to do???he wanted mi to do email translation from english -> chinese~ i feel so sick and headache when i heard dat..
i hate those chinese word...really i mean.but no choice still got to finish it..

never feel dis tired before, guess what time i sleep today?i slept at 8.30pm..till da next morning..crazy man..been years i never hav long sleep..until today~

redbox's fever

again janice and i went redbox in da midnight..we sing till 3am. Both of us is working tomorrow, but still never forget 'bout our activity ar..ehahaha.

cRazy niGht @ PD

Why crazy night huh??
1st we went Seremban for our dinner at my fren place..we purposely go for the crab there..it's nice ofcoz!
Then we reached PD about 12 midnight. After we settle down in da Corus Paradise Apartment, we start drinking and playing card..just 4 of us..guess what we brought there?? nothing much but liqour..we brought a bottle of Hennessy and Martel. We do finished all our hard liqour, we it's not enough for us..therefore we go buy beers to continue our games..What game we play huh?? it's was some silly crazy game..we was there asking each other question and see how fast we could answer it..da slowest got to drink lol....smiles~
i drink a lot da night..and twice i vommited..i do feel drowsy but my mind is so fresh...After we finished all da beers..we went down to da beach..for just a while..
Btw, we all falls asleep 'bout 6am..and we woke up at 9.30am..why so early?cos we need to rush back to kl ere..sighs..
All the way back to kl, we was discussing 'bout where and when is our next vocation. We planned to go Cameron highland on 6th Aug. hopefully everyone is free at da time~
and we can drink again!!muahahahah~~

A LOT LIKE LOVE - my fav movie of the year

There is nothing better than a great romance...To ruin a perfectly good friendship.

it takes some people years to fall in love at first sight... A LOT LIKE LOVE is a romantic comedy about destiny, connection and the frequently fuzzy line between chance friendships and happily ever after. A LOT LIKE LOVE traces the relationship of Oliver (ASHTON KUTCHER) and Emily (AMANDA PEET) who meet on a flight from Los Angeles to New York seven years ago - each of them declaring that they couldn't be more wrong for each other.

Life keeps bringing them back together over the next seven years, but the timing never seems right. As they struggle with their different partners, careers and breakups, they turn from casual acquaintances into trusted friends who can say anything to one another.

As they each search for love and a relationship that's not fated for disaster, it takes seven years for Oliver and Emily to figure out that maybe what they really have is something...
a lot like love.

Cast: Ashton Kutcher, Amanda Peet
Director: Nigel Cole
Written By: Colin Patrick Lynch
Producers: Armyan Bernstein, Kevin Messick

Companionate love

Companionate love is a form of love that combines friendship and commitment. Companionate love is generally a personal relation you build with somebody you share your life with, but with no sexual or physical desire. It is stronger than friendship because of the extra element of commitment. The love ideally shared between family members is a form of companionate love, as is the love between deep friends or those who spend a lot of time together in any asexual but friendly relationship.

Love-hate relationship

A love-hate relationship is between two people who refuse to accept the liking of each other or the enjoyment of one another’s presence. The couple usually holds a weak grudge towards one another creating a feud between emotional depression and 'happily ever after’. The relationship is held together by the hatred each person conjures when feeling incomparable to the other’s perfection. This anger is the cover up for the “love” part of the relationship because the couple dislikes society's knowledge of the affair. The hate is also powered by the teasing of each person while the frustration reaches its maximum level through the restriction on releasing their sexual tension and intimacy.

On the other hand, the relationship may be held together entirely by insecurity; the people in the relationship may believe that (for some reason or another) they are "unable to live without" one another, and knowing no other existence but with each other, choose the certainty of staying together over the risk of leaving. The two people in such a relationship are totally incompatible, but believe that they are both with the best person for themselves that they are going to get.

Saturday

Saturday is the seventh day of the week, between Friday and Sunday. Its name is relatively unique among the names of days, in that it is derived from the Roman god Saturn, while many of the other names are derived from Saxon gods.

By tradition derived from ancient Jews, Saturday is the last day of the week. That convention remains universally standard in the United States, but in modern Europe many people now consider Saturday the sixth (penultimate) day of the week, and Sunday the last. The modern European convention has been formalized by ISO 8601. On the other hand, in many Islamic countries, Saturdays are the first day of the week, with Fridays as holidays.

But anyhow..to me, saturday is just a working day now..sighs. i used to love saturday, coz i may just walking down da street and seeing people around. but now i got to stay at dis kinda lifeless office doing nothing but just showing face..why my life changed ar? anyone can tell mi? maybe anyone will says as we grow up, we need to work for our life, no matter you like it or not. But don't you think dats bit lifeless?

the island

In the mid 21st century, everyone desires to go to "The Island", reportedly the last uncontaminated spot on the planet. Ewan McGregor is a resident of a seemingly utopian but contained facility that longs to travel to The Island just like the rest of the inhabitants.

But McGregor soon discovers that his existence, as well as his fellow inhabitants, is mainly to provide 'spare parts' for the humans as McGregor and gang are really clones for the human beings. Scarlett Johansson co-stars as McGregor's love interest in the movie that is a sci-fi combined with thrillers and drama all in one.

p/s:i went for dis movie..it's really nice ar.!

boRed in office

dis da 5th day in office..still nothing to do..everyday online from 8am till 5pm.
i got to search dis pic in friendster..its was taken after class with my degree classmate..though im not close to them but how i wish i can go back to my college life..miss da days in apiit...

my 1st businese trip to penang

just the 3rd day of work..and i need to follow my boss to penang. my 1st time to met clients..it's really a great experience..got to met diff ppl in my life..
but it's a busy day..i even sick afta dis trip..really hard time for mi..

Recharge Revelation The Ultimate Beach Party

20 August, 6pm
This is going to be one mother of a party!
Recharge moves down from the highlands to the
beach and acts like Johan Gielen, DJ Scot
Project, Markus Schulz, Mijk Van Dijk, Vision
Impossible and the Bass Agents are the ones
slated to take the party to mind-numbing levels.


Door sale: RM40 (inclusive of 2 drinks)
Pre-sale: RM30 (inclusive of 2 drinks)

Admiral Marina
Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan
For more info, call the Recharge Hotline at 03-
62014251

it's really hard to get over all these days...luckily there is friends for me..appreciate...........especially janice..she is da one who accompany me every single night..though we knowns each other just 2 years..and get closer in da previous 6 month..but she really a nice fren to me..
and dat also joey and selina..they really show me how much there cares..i'm touched when i heard what they said to me..really impressed me..

how's getting up my life??cafe flame..redbox....

went flame last night together with janice..we been drinking a lot there...
but it's really fun..
been days never sleep actually..it's really hard to get over everythings...and today i went redbox with some of my close frens..at 1st wanna go clubbing butthen thought dat it's not the right way drinking every single night..

to my eva bestfren~

You were the greatest friend, You always knew what to say:
You made everything seem better. As long as we had each other,
Everything would be okies...
But somewhere along the line, We slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there, It tore a hole in my heart.
Things were changing, Our cheerful music reversed it's tune.
It was like having salt without pepper, A sun without its moon.
Suddenly we were miles apart,
2 different people, with nothing the same.
It was as if we knew deep in our hearts ...
Neither one of us was to blame.
You had made many new friends ; And luckily, so had i
But that didn't change the hurt--
The loss of our friendship made me cry.
As we grow older, things must change..
But they don't always have to end
Even though it is different, now, You will always be my friend.

p/s- dis da 2nd time i posted, i wish u could understand me!

insecurity, useless, helpless.....

does anyone knows how to get rid of the feeling of insecurity? i'm so scared... i felt so useless and helpless.... i can only felt hurt inside..... in my heart...and no matter how hard i work to achieve, i never get any recognition! I am incompetent in everything...I failed them in the past; therefore, I am a failure today!?? Once a failure, always a failure!????.........

How to Survive the Loss of a Love

When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process
as natural as the healing
of a physical wound.

Let the process happen.
Trust that nature
will do the healing.

Know that the pain will pass,
and, when it passes, you will be stronger,
happier, more sensitive and aware.

-Mel Colgrove-

Changes in Life

It takes a lot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close friendship with someone. As i approach a time of my life of complete uncertainty, my friend are my most precious asset.

i've got this msg today from one of my close fren, it's really mean a lot to me..

"What happen to you? We are very concern about you, please just give us a msg or a call to one of us...asap.just keep in mind that, whoever or whatever you've lost, but you will still have US BY YOUR SIDE no matter what happens."

i'm really tired of my life..kinda tired..been 4 days never sleep..it's time for me to take a rest now i guess...

it's ok you stopped loving, coz i will continue where you left off..though i felt helpless..u left me alone, crying, dying.fading away in dis world of living hell..

MOTIONLESS

If time could stand still, Id freeze it here,
So you always hold me, close and near.
In your arms, where Im meant to be,
Filled with the perfect love youve given me.

A bond so strong, a hold so tight,
To know youre the one; my Mr. Right.
A blessing sent from up above,
In you Ive found my one true love.

Our lives entwined to be as one,
Upon this journey weve just begun.
Where you and I will find no less,
Than eternal love and happiness.

WHAT IS LOVE

"If love is to bring all the good of which it is capable, it must be free, generous, unrestrained and wholehearted."
-Bertrand Russell-

"Love is at the same time the most generous and the most egotistical thing in nature; the most generous because it receives nothing and gives all -- pure mind being only able to give and not receive; the most egotistical, for that which he seeks in the subject, that which he enjoys in it, is himself and never anything else."
-Friedrich von Schiller-

"Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things."

Someday u might face dis question..What make you love me?
sounds familiar right?? it's really hard to figure out how to answer dis question..
well, the following is a compilation of the sweetest list about Why Gurls like Guyz!!

1. They always wear your fav cologne.
2. The way they run their fingers through your hair.
3. That look they give you that makes you just want to die right then and there.
4. The way they kiss away your tears.
5. The way they get mad when they can't make your problem away.
6. The way they show off around their friends, even though you know you would love him if he missed a basket or two.
7. The way they make it their personal mission to ensure that you are never cold.
8. That confused look they get on their faces when you are mad at them - guaranteed to make your heart melt and the anger fade away.
9. The way they always let you win any game you play together.
10. ...And when you point this out to them they pretend not to know what you are talking about.
11. That smile they flash that can make your stomach drop to your feet.
12. The way they call to apologize after you had a big fight.
13. The way they touch and hold you so gently, as it they are afraid they will break you.
14. The way they say, " I love you."
15. The way they would die before saying " I love you" in front of their friends.
16. The way they kiss you.
17. The way they kiss you after making up from a fight.
18. The way they hold you when you are crying.
19. The way they think they are your big protector.
20. The way they say, " I miss you," even though they hate to admit it.
21. The way you miss everything about them when they are gone.
22. The way they comfort you when you have had a bad day.
23. The way they write yo love letters even they think it's uncool.
24. Regardless of whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you you would die without them...it matters not. Becoz' once they enter your life, whatever you were to the world, they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say million things without even speaking, you know that your own life is consumed by their love. We love them for a million reasons; it is a thing, an indescribable feeling.

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

Kaleel Jamison

my best fren is goin to PD today..left mi ere alone er..
hmm...i wonder how i goin to spent my day...
well, i went redbox with janice today..we sings till 2pm noon.
i'm goin to hav my dinner tonight together with PeiPei and Siew Ping.
it's been long time since i last saw them.actually tomorrow is Siew Ping's birthday..
anyway, we had our dinner at Kuchai Lama. it's darn heavy our dinner..
we ate lots of crabs..im so sorry crabys...sighs...smiles.
guess what, we met Mable in da same restaurant.
it's been 3 years since i last saw her. i still remember i knew her in mahjong game 3 years ago in once of our PD trip. She is expert in mahjong i can says..smiles~
By the way, they all plans to go Kuala Selangor to hav seafoods tomorrow..and visit our fren Siao Yun.been long time i never see her since she is marriaged. Thay all plan to plays mahjongs there also..muahahah...