Way Back Into Love

I've be living with a shadow overhead
I've be sleeping with a cloud above my bad
I've be lonely for so long
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seen to move on

I've been hidding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've be setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find away back into love
I can't make it trough without a way back into love

I've be watching but the stars refuse the shine
I've be searching but i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for me soul somewhere

I've be looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me trought the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make is trough without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'am hopping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way
I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it trough without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I hopping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

To all my dearest friend

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE
Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if theyaren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN
Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else butit's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature,never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

Unfaithful???

1. Not adhering to promises, obligations, or allegiances; disloyal.
2. Not true or constant to one's sexual partner.
3. Not true to one's spouse; guilty of adultery.
4. Not justly representing or reflecting the original; inaccurate.
5. Obsolete Deficient in or lacking religious faith; unbelieving.

what's the meaning of unfaithful actually? How to be faithful? This is wat i alwis wondering..everyone wanna to be faithful i guess..but how many people can actually do dat?

one of my girlfren had posted dis to her blog..

"Angels and demons voices tailing 360 degrees around her.. telling her what to do, what to believe, who to trust ..all that drives her completely nutty.
She knew there was something going wrong with the relationship and she almost convinced herself that she was right. All that she needed was a little more reassurance and “proofs” in that sense. Friends around were sending alert signs but none really telling her what has happened and what they saw in the whole situation. She wanted to trust him.. She should because no one was closer to him than she was. She should have known him better than anyone else. Sadly the reality turned out to be the total opposite.. She was disappointed.. once again.. and many more times after that."

my fren is really sad and disappointed, i understand how she felt now..but i've no guts to console her either..i used to be one of dis fren around her..in our situation..there is nothing much we can help actually..but i really wish dat she can get over it. I'm so sorry about dat..

"Sadly the reality turned out to be the total opposite..disappointed.. once again.. and many more times after"

I used had dis feeling all the time..but women is such a weaker..and da most stupid species in da world I guess. No matter how bad is da relationship..Women will only keeps convincing themselve it may not dat bad as they actually don't wanna accept da facts~ Always thought dat what they needed was a little more reassurance and “proofs” in that sense. But hallo...Women..I think we 're stupid enough..

Back to our topic today "Unfaithful" ..honestly.. I used to be unfaithful person. why am like dis? haha..it's been long long time ago ..I always believe in "Fair and Square". Why man can be like dis but not women? I ever thought I can be a faithful person ..but the reality always turned out to be the total opposite..again and again...is it hard to be a faithful person? am still wondering...~