Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Coincidently read dis post ..

Thursday, August 04, 2005
If Missing Someone

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think tat he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her/him missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u when out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u> know that there is actually a feeling> known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.

U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait.

posted by dRemmer® | 8/04/2005 10:23:00 AM | 0 comments

All Out of Love - Air Supply

Im lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesnt really know, doesnt really know

(chorus)
Im all out of love, Im so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
Im all out of love, what am I without you
I cant be too late to say I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
Im reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh, so right?

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I cant hold on?
Theres no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or Ill be gone, Ill be gone

(chorus)
Ooh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
(repeat chorus)

Making Love Out of Nothing at All - Air Supply

I know just how to whisper,
And I know just how to cry;
I know just where to find the answers;
And I know just how to lie.
I know just how to fake it,
And I know just how to scheme;
I know just when to face the truth,
And then I know just when to dream.
And I know just where to touch you,
And I know just what to prove;
I know when to pull you closer,
And I know when to let you loose.
And I know the night is fading,
And I know that times gonna fly;
And Im never gonna tell you everything
Ive got to tell you,
But I know Ive got to give it a try.
And I know the roads to riches,
And I know the ways to fame;
I know all the rules
And then I know how to break em
And I always know the name of the game.

But I dont know how to leave you,
And Ill never let you fall;
And I dont know how you do it,
Making love out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all,
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all.

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair;
And every star in the sky is taking aim
At your eyes like a spotlight,
The beating of my heart is a drum, and its lost
And its looking for a rhythm like you.
You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.
Ive got to follow it, cause everything I know, well its nothing till I give it to you.

I can make the run or stumble,
I can make the final block;
And I can make every tackle, at the sound of the whistle,
I can make all the stadiums rock.
I can make tonight forever,
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn;
And I can make you every promise that has ever been made,
And I can make all your demons be gone.

But Im never gonna make it without you,
Do you really want to see me crawl?
And Im never gonna make it like you do,
Making love out of nothing at all.

(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)
Out of nothing at all
(making love)

Friday, May 18, 2007

Girls versus Grown Women

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.
Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits.

Girls want to control the man in their life.
Grown women know that if he’s truly hers, he doesn’t need controlling.

Girls check you for not calling them.
Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn’t.

Girls are afraid to be alone.
Grown women revel in it - using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.
Grown women ignore the bad guys.

Girls make you come home.
Grown women make you want to come home.

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man’s time ( I.e., don’t want him hanging with his friends).
Grown women realize that a lil’ bit of space makes the ‘together time’ even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends!

Girls think a guy crying is weak.
Grown women offer their shoulder and a tissue.

Girls want to be spoiled and ‘tell’ their man so.
Grown women ’show’ him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his ‘manhood’.

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.
Grown women know that that was just one man.

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all ’signs’.
Grown women know that sometimes the one you love, don’t always love you back-and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get an attitude.
Grown women will read this and pass it on to other Grown women and their male friends.

***am so confused and complicated after reading dis article..kitto told me am "Grown women" since i show her dis as well. am wondering on one of da phase there..

"Girls make you come home.
Grown women make you want to come home."

What if the man neva come home???haha...

Thursday, May 17, 2007

New toy for Baby




Baby Barry: Hey, what is this huh?
Crabbie: Am little Crabbie..Halooo..
Baby Barry: I don't care why you're on my bed.."bite u" "bite u"..


haihs....how come my baby so ganas r?my god..

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Reflection

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

*thisisforu!--GROW UP--*
the real me


Read this in my cousin's Jassy page. It' s just a reflection to me..~winks~

Thursday, May 10, 2007

struggling of life

"The human being struggles with his environment"

i guess everyone had been through this.
Mon,upset..
Tues,drunken night..
Wed,insomnia..
Today,Thu..what am suppose to be?

Dear God,
Why i alwis felt the emptiness in my life?
loneliness,helpless,useless,and restless..
How i wish i can get through all these feeling..
"The human being struggles with his environment"
the phrase isit telling us ..we all have to go through this?
My wish..
wishing there's someone i can really talk to..
there's someone i think i can share everything with..
growth make me felt upset..
hate loneliness..
growth = stress + struggle

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Saddie Baby

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My "saddie baby". He looks so innocent when i 1st met him at the pet's shop. The moment the pet's shop owner brought it into my hand. i feel pity for it..but dis still didnt make me choice him..cos i thought of getting a female shih tsu actually..until i saw his D.O.B is exactly same as my car. 24 FEB. Dis really impressed me.Finally i choose him.

Named him as "baby" now..cos he is still baby mah..hahaha..everyone saw dis picture kept asking "how come da puppy seem so sad ar?" hmmm..i really got no idea on it. Anyhow.."baby" will be named "baby barry"..i guess or "saddie baby" haha..how's it ?

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Reflection Of Joey’s Live in Genting 2007


Missed her 1st concert in Malaysia 2 years ago..
Never thought of I went for 2 sessions this time. She is a very good singer all i can said. Her dancer is perfect thou..
But the 1st session which in on Friday is bit bored..it's not crowded as i thought compared to Saturday's show. Fans on Saturday is much more happening..
really enjoy dis two show..

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Soulmate

A soulmate is someone with whom you feel a deep connection, regardless of whether that connection is a platonic friendship or a physically intimate relationship.

I got dis from my fren jobby's blog that soulmate can be calculated and it looks at relationships in terms of cost and benefits.

The formula is Soulmate Ratio = Total Love Benefit / Total Love Cost

What this formula means is that your soulmate is the one person on earth who will provide maximum benefits for the cost, making them the one person who will make you truly happy. In other words, a person searching for a soulmate is looking for the person who provides the highest soulmate ratio. That ratio increases over the length of time you know each other because of communication and shared experiences. By this definition, soulmates are a result of mutual benefits, and recognizing them happens only after a long period of knowing each other.
I strongly agreed with jobby's friend tat soulmate should be someone that is a piece in your life puzzle.....the key into your heart.....But what if I really find my soulmate...will this stay forever??

Saturday, April 21, 2007

monopoly??

after celebration in selina house..went back to ss2 play monopoly..but unfortunately they closing so early..
end up go home continues..haha..
we plays till 5am in da morning le..
really nice game to plays

Friday, April 20, 2007

~home sweet home~

finally shifted back to ss2..i love staying there..
i love my room decoration..all in gReen ..but joey said it's too gReen wor...
hahahaa..cos all my "buddies"(soft toys) is gReen in color.
hopefully my coming days will be shine..
but anyhow..for da past time really make me strong..
phew~
damn tired and happy after settle everything..
just like working non - stop 30 hours..haha

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

cuppacakes® by +wondermilk

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mini cuppacakes
size: approx 1.5 inches in diameter


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WEDDING ROSES
FLAVOUR: original vanilla only
DESIGN: gum paste roses (available in yellow, orange & red)



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BE MINE
FLAVOUR: very delicious in choc chip flavour but equally great with vanilla, strawberry drops, mint choc chip or coffee circus. (1 flavour per box only please)
DESIGN: lovey dovey hearts and kisses

hmm...When can i have dis 2 cupcakes r?hehehe..anyhow..dunno how it taste..but i think have to giv a try since it's so cute..and lovely..


Thursday, April 12, 2007

nice bracelet!!

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saw dis bracelet from jobby's blog..wondering where can get it..if anyone there know..please let me know ya..thx~~

pox pox~~

caught in chicken pox afta my kk trip..
almost 2 weeks without stepping out my doorstep.
full body of rashes really scared me and while my bestfren was there talking dat i wont recover from that it's really makes me cried..
just can't imagine there is no more bikini,sleeveless in my life.
no more beach activities..really make my life dull..
am glad to hav many frens who shown me their concern..
impressed when ppl bring me herbal tea and foods..
impressed when my bestfren kept her promise brought me my fav shorbet ice-cream..
thanks to all .. and now..am recovered!

Monday, March 26, 2007

KK trip

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1st day in KK
There's nothing to do there, i was so surprise when read da travel guide which shown there's MNG at Palm Square.hahaha.ofcos dis is our 1st destination.cos i thought wana get a bikini b4 i go to island tomolo. funny to once i step into Centerpoint, Palm Square is located at the 4th floor of it. Centerpoint is actually like,hmm..our Wisma Pertama i guess.Then suddenly da Palm Square got GUESS, MNG, VINCCI, and bla bla..just another paradise of da mall. Our Radius Hotel is located opposite Centerpoint which is name Warisan Square, it's like Bugis Junction in Singapore.Not bad..i think is da best in town i guess. Well, after settle down in da hotel. we went Tj. Aru which is a beach side. Janet told me there's lot of hawker stall there..but it's under renovation. Well, we only manage to spent our tea Time along da beach's restaurant. We met 2 KK guys there..hahah..guess wat..they invited us back to their hse for dinner.They 're friendly anyway..Da mum cooked us Crabbie..
glad to known them. After our seafood dinner they brought us to a club right infront our hotel there..BED at Waterfront. hmm..not bad da club..they plays very good live band.
2nd Day in KK
Together with them to Pulau Gayanan. They told us is a very nice island.but when i reach there..it's just so so..hahaha..maybe rainy day ..1st time i swimmed under da rain..haihs..am so afraid that i got into sick. it's a boring day ..finally we back into town, i think is about 10pm. We then went seafood dinner ourself. after our dinner. we both decided to go for movie..guess wat again. we took taxi right infront da restaurant which is located at Waterfront there is just opposite of Centerpoint. and we 're heading to Centerpoint for movie.since it's raining for sure we need to take Cab..the driver is shock when we told him we heading Centerpoint.he look on to his right and told us is just opposite..then guess how much he charged us..RM6 la..just a U-Turn.haihs..We wacthed 9:56..hahah..damn scary la..da movie..maybe alot of malays ppl is watching together..
3rd Day in KK
We decided to go Monsopiad Cultural Village which located at Penampang, da taxi fare cost us RM50 and entrance fee cost us RM30/head. it's nothing special at da so call cultural park ..well, guess wat.after we back to town..da 2 kk guy came picked us for drink..they told us there's no entrance fee at all. I found da ..KK ppl is unkind..why they like to cheat tourist ar..haih..
After all, i think i will not goin there unless there 's special occasion or something very interested me..

Monday, March 19, 2007

《刺青》spiderlilies

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《刺青電影書》全省狂銷熱賣,剛上市即熱賣到連出版社網路書店都缺貨,目前正在緊急再版中。在看過了《刺青電影書》裡精美的劇照和演員們所分享的電影拍攝花絮後,是不是更想深入了解電影的劇情呢?《刺青電影小說》即將在3/17(六)全省同步上市,從文學的角度刻畫各個角色的內心世界,並重新詮釋竹子與小綠間纏綿悱惻的愛情,喜歡《刺青》的影迷千萬不要錯過喔。

書籍簡介:

《刺青》的故事在描述一位女刺青師傅竹子(梁洛施飾演)與視訊情人小綠(楊丞琳飾演),如何從過往各自破碎的記憶與創傷中,歷經毀滅與重生,最後認定彼此為最終情感歸屬的動人故事。就如電影想要表達的,每個刺青背後都有一個不為人知的故事。記憶,對某些人來說,是禁錮一生的詛咒。

竹子,一名女刺青師,長得高帥英挺,工作冷靜細膩;她的店中有一幅真正的人皮刺青,是她死去的父親;長期來,她取代父親角色,照顧唯一的弟弟。而她總是穿著長袖,只有在與弟弟相處的時候才會把手臂上的刺青露出來,那是「彼岸花」……

小綠,一位女高中生,個性天真如赤子,到了夜晚卻變為色情網站的「視訊情人」。童年時,為了吸引少年竹子的注意,她戴上一頂螢光綠色的假髮;現在,她則利用視訊向刺青師竹子表達她的愛情,並請竹子在她的身上刺下愛的記憶,一個相當美麗的「茉莉花」,但卻只刺到一半……

本片並勇奪2007年柏林影展泰迪熊獎最佳影片,是有史以來第一部獲得此項殊榮的台灣電影。

Lycoris aurea: The golden flower is native to the northeastern coast of Taiwan. Local people call it the “spider lily”. Japanese legend has it that spider lilies line the path to hell, poisoning the memories of all who smell their scent, forming a bridge between the living and the dead.

Tattoo artist Takeko keeps a framed design of the spider lily flower on the wall of her parlor. The design was literally cut from the flesh of her father. The image of the spider lily tattoo is the last cohesive memory of Takeko's traumatized brother, Ching, who is no longer able to recognize anyone, including his sister. Takeko has the same tattoo of the poisonous flower on her body in the hope of helping Ching remember and bridging the gap between them.

Webcam girl Jade visits Takeko's tattoo parlor, looking for sexy decoration to excite her clientele. Entranced by the tattoo of the spider lily on the wall, Jade gives Takeko her business card and invites her to visit her on her website where she professes her love for the tattoo artist. Finally, Jade asks Takeko to give her the same spider lily tattoo to bring her closer to the object of her desire…

Format:35mm/ Color
Language: Mandarin / Taiwanese / Japanese
Running Time: 97 mins
Official Website:
  • 《刺青》spiderlilies
  • Friday, March 16, 2007

    diabetic

    Diabetic really scare ppl ...
    am sad to know my close fren is a diabetic..
    he really scared me when i 1st see him after 4 month.
    he lose about 26 kg in 3 month time
    am so worried bout him now..
    Dear God,
    Please bless my fren,
    i know diabetic will not cure in time of being
    But please let him get better soon..
    the only thing i can do for him is just
    PRAY..

    Thursday, March 15, 2007

    How Friends Break up?

    How Friends Break up?

    Both Friends will think the other is busy and will not contact thinking it may b disturbing. As time passes both will think let the other contact. After that each will think why I should contact first. Here ur love will be converted to Hate. Finally without contact the memory becomes weak. They forget each other. One fine Day they will meet n blame one another. So Keep in touch with all your Friends.......

    I read dis from jobby's page. not only for friendship ..as in every relationship i guess.."FWD MSG" maybe good to hold a relationship..but sometime it is not enough.."remember" doesn't show "concern" actually. but i always tell myself..if you receives a "FWD MSG" from someone you really care means he still keep you in his heart..