Rambling Thoughts

1 week off + suffer in pain + restless mind

thanks! thanks for those who concerned.

my best friend was back in sudden
Trix da 1st person who called me on da incident happen although she wanted me look for her for lunch..haha..but at least she wonder y am not online!!
Dr Ann called and we catch up again..touchy..
Yvonne spent whole day with me, taking care of my lunch, tea and dinner..touchy..
Su text me super long message but asking me not to reply after i feel better..
Connie called and teaching me how to deal with insurance agent..
JC..i think she miss me the most..without me talking crap with her for a week.

and thanks! thanks to someone for putting me as your priority always....

but again...i was insomnia last night.
the feeling of empty seat coming back again!

fears is all about..
i have read a quote from a fren's blog..

A cup half full is better than a cup half empty is better than a cup full of air is better than a cup empty of thought is better than a cup shattered into fragments of dismay.....

confusing huh.. ya..but how to find my way back..
trying to listen to my heart now..
and..pray hardly..