Inevitable feeling

"Being human, it is inevitable that most of us face the cruelty of love. You either fall into the category of no longer wanting to be with that someone, or that someone no longer want to be with you. Just like a sea breeze that can sail a ship, the little devil feeling that is developed can multiple into a wave of disappointment, depression, complaints and without you knowing, soon there will be pointing fingers, hurt, drunken, sober and the cycle continues.

So, what do we really want? Is it true that it is better to be loved than love? Is it true that love should just flow like a running tap water until someone closes it? Does love deserve the sacrifice, the gutting of self emotional, the fasting of soul and expressions ... just to at the end, subject love to scrutiny of society, personal judgments, eruption of tears? At the end, abjection of the death of being together ..." by AndrewK

Does anyone ever happen that a disturbing feeling comes across after losing someone important to him/her? How much time to get through this?

If I let you go

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can´t get you off my mind
Nobody knows ... I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can´t find
The courage to show ...
To letting you know ...
I´ve never felt so much love before
And once again I´m thinking about
Taking the easy way out ...

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me
How will I know?
If I let you go ...

Night after night
I hear myself sayin´
Why can´t this feeling just fade away?
There´s no one like you ...
You speak to my heart...
It´s such a shame we´re worlds apart ...
I´m too shuy to ask ...
I´m too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I´m thinking aboutTaking the easy way out ...

Once again I´m thinking about ....
Taking the easy way out ....

190910

190910
A special couple forever in marriage in love
A special friend birthday
Graceful celebration
Simple but glamor ceremony
Silent but funny cake blowing night
A day to remember

Exploded Stomach

Oh yeah.. my stomach gonna explode. I have ate too much i guess. haha.. bro said calories that i ate will took me 6 days to burn. If I continue my eating habits how I going to lose my weight? So many questions he threw to me in sudden when am eating.

Eat, Pray, Love

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."

Incomplete

I don't how to explain how I felt. But the feeling is suck now. Guess am missing something. Is it because I skipped my lunch today and had only ONE meal for today? Oh no.. been how long I never have only one meal one day. Is it just that? really not too sure. Am happy watching the Taiwan series Down with Love (就想赖着你). It really make me laughing alone in front of my laptop.