The COLOR of Life: December 2009

Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Year's resolution??

Goodness knows I've made many changes in my life over year 2009 but none was the result of any New Year's resolution.

I will never give up making New Year's Resolutions although most of my resolutions never took flight. hehe.. Moreover, if a resolution did make it out of the gate it usually had an incredibly short shelf life. For me, making New Year's resolutions was a holiday tradition (especially the moment the 1st fireworks hit!), but breaking them was also a tradition.

As each day of the New Year went by, the holiday season would drift further and further away. Likewise, I would traditionally drift further and further away from my resolutions and the changes I thought about making in my life. Instead of serving as a means to an end, my resolutions had become nothing more than temporary, if not momentary ideas. The traditional cycle would be complete when nothing - and I mean nothing - changed.

However, I have been thinking over and over starting my own personal revolution sometime before 2009 gone. I guess I should just skip the resolution stuff but consider what I really want to achieve. Then, go deep into my heart and soul and truly connect with the changes I want to make my life in 2010.

I wish you all a Happy New Year filled with amazing accomplishments.

Sammi Love Mi Concert 19 and 20 Mar 2010

hoorayyyyyyyyyyy... Sammi again..
am counting down on the date..

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Crueless decision

life is just like roller coaster..
is so easy to "click" someone together
and is just a simple word to let go - the breakup!
trix said sometime finds me cruel in making decision but then she admired my courage on making decision...haha..so ironic..
frankly, i do sad. but sad doesn't mean anything.
sun still shine, life still goes on.
wondering how i have been programmed...seriously..